luni, 18 septembrie 2017

In Other News

Hello, my old friend. I have to keep you updated on things just because.
So, first things first, I’ve managed to get ourselves an apartment in this period of september where the prices are way up to the top because the students are coming. I am happy and I also hope it won’t left us pennyless in winter with its costs. J)) It was needed either way, I can’t live in that dormitory again, my job is stressful not like other people think, I need a good place to rest, cook(at least learn to), a real home. In other news I was proposed (it was a joke of course but still I have a feeling that guy is too serious for this century, haha) I refused no worries, he’s not even in Ro so how could I? It was funny though.
I kept being asked why I didn’t apply for a master, well I really don’t like to give explanations for anything regarding my actions in life because I don’t like to, because it’s not your business and just because every little action is well calculated, I know why I do that, or that and it’s really nobody’s business why or how I’m living my life. One thing is that since I’ve come to Bucharest I’ve been working in two shifts, meaning one week I am in the morning 8-5 one week in the afternoon 11-8 and again in the morning and so on so forth. Girl at the front desk have this program with me, another reason why I’m gonna move to the hr department just so I can be with the other department meaning everything in the firm with the same programme which is 9 till 6, one hour is the break to eat and everything.  It’s not the only reason why I didn’t want a master. With the contacts I’ve made here it’s quite a big firm here in Ro, hundreds of people only where I work, still a lot more in other cities from all around Romania and of course it’s definetely not for everyone, I still can go whenever I want, wherever I want(but I won’t because I’m not stupid like you may think, I need at least a year of work experience well usually it’s asked for two full years at least and I like it here, I don’t even mind the position or the two shifts at least for now because I like the envirnment and the people) when you’ll be still leaving with your mommy and daddy at home being so proud by your masters at a no name university in a no name city, deserted. Experience and real, good skills are the key, that’s only a paper, I know so many people with two universities and masters that they can’t find a simple job just because they’re not good enough, a lot of examples from bucharest too. I’m not saying it’s not important especially when you’re getting at an age when you’ll want to be a manager or a director but it’s time for that too. You can do that course whenever you want either way and yes I’ll do it, it’s not your business when, where and how and what’s gonna be and if I won’t it’s still not your business. What I don’t like are closed-minded people who are too preoccupied with other instead of themselves. Thta’s why you’lle never be successful, you’re too preoccupied with what others are doing with their lives insteas of your own. When I’ve come to bucharest I was so happy that finally nobody gives a damn about me here just because everyone was too preoccupied with themselves and their own lives to even have time to even think about what other are doing. It becomes a real problem when you have too much time on your hands. The thing is that I’m good and I know that I am so of course I’ll get the best from life. Other things are not important.
It’s also not your business when I’ll leave Romania because this is a thing that I’ll ceratinly do, it’s one of my long term dreams and wishes. I like to do exactly what I want with my life, I’ve always did it like this with no explanations needed for my each and every move, not even to my parents and hopefully they have a big trust in me that I’m gonna make it wherever I want, by myself. They know me, they have that big trust that I so much appreciate. And of course I’ll achieve all of my dreams and wishes no matter what, sooner or later or much later, life is longer than you may think.

It’s funny because I’ve also seen my ex with someone else for the first time not in real life but still, I was at a concert and I was happy. I really don’t know why he did want us to meet in August when he was in Romania, no, we didn’t talk at all as others may think, until last month(maybe talk about on how our lives changed a lot in a year or almost two years, I don’t even remember, haha and plans for the future) but he was happy that I finally got rid from my hometown and I was too very happy for him that everything goes well with his life and that he’s gonna move with our old friend from Transilvania this month as I so hoped for a big reunion well at least for them because me is still in Romania, haha. Maybe for the future. Maybe a business one, haha. ;) However, I’m happy that he still wants to be a University teacher, he always wanted this and he’ll be such a great researcher, no matter where I’ll be,  I want to give my children and grandchildren to his university/courses so I really hope he’s gonna be a teacher. ;)

I’m also planning on writing a book, I know it sounds very „cliche” but still I don’t care, it won’t be about my life maybe inspired from life itself because I think life is really, really interesting and I still haven’t seen nothing, just the beginning of it.

Oh and funny thing besided jealousy, „invidie” the usual things that come when you’re changing your life for the very better, now we also have bodyguards at the firm so hey I feel safer now, I’m joking they’re not for me of course :)) but still they’re funny. I think it’s better for the firm if we go internationally meaning not only with China it will be a shame to be number one only in Romania, just my humble opinion. :-p And I’m gonna shut up because hey, I’m not allowed to say more.

duminică, 10 septembrie 2017

Dreams, future, plans

Made it with my papers to that stupid ajofm, got rid of them once and for all, treated my ears because in my second week in bucharest I caught otitis so great yeah like I didn't have enough problems but no worries, I can deal with almost anything from amount of work at the job to amount of personal, familial, health problems, I'm truly a real fighter. Father is well again as he was in hospital in july too. Now I've been back home for the first time since I left to change my summer clothes to the autumn ones as I don't think I'll get back here sooner than x-mas time. The only thing left to do this month is to move to an apartment with my roommate so we won't have to leave in that miserable baptist dormitory or any kind of dormitory ever again, however we can't as we're not students anymore but either way I wanted to move from a long time but a lot of things got in my way now that all of them all solved and I can rest and focus only on this aspect. Of course we won't have the same amount of money we have now as the cost of utilities and everything involved with an apartment of any kind in bucharest are quite expensive for our age, money, experience and everything so we're not having many expectations or "pretentii". I also have to get my diploma from that 5 days course I did in July  in bucharest sponsored by the firm which by the way I didn't receive and I know it's september, I'll get it these days too. And another diploma(from that joke of a university from my hometown, where everyone gets to pass without any kind of effort, but hey it's a bachelor's degree so it's important) I also have to get next year in 2018, then or never. I want to stay here in Romania for at least a year, I'm actually hoping for at least 2 years as I want to get some work experience and possibly a better position but it's not really about the position as it is more about the work experience which I lack as the 8 months in my hometown weren't taken into account, what a waste. That's why I'm gonna ask for a paper or anything to demonstrate that I worked for x months, years somewhere for the future as it will be recognized everywhere. The bureacracy here kills me, only in Romania they ask for a lot of papers for every little thing, only in ro we have legalised translations, "notar", "stampila" and many more stupid little papers, bureaucracy as they are called, in other countries everything is electronic or on your mobile phone, or cards, etc. In Ro, we like having a lot of papers for everything and you have to go there to get something so you can bring it to another place in order for dunno what. In ten or more years the job I'm doing right now, won't even exist as I'm seeing everything getting technologised, correspondency too, posta romana si asa e cam pe duca si outnumbered de alti curieri sau de internet, tehnologie. Totul va fi electronic cum deja si este in foarte multe tari mai civilizate si mult mai dezvoltate. Oh, and to make myself an actual passport another thing on my bucket list.

Things for the far, far future that I don't think I'll ever have time to do them ever again but I don't regret anything as I have another dreams and wishes/plans to take care of. They are: doing a master's degree( I don't think I'll get to do this but I don't regret it as I didn't have who knows what course in my mind) and a thing for the far future that I'll have to do is to get my driving license, but for the far future now I have other things in my crazy mind that doesn't let me sleep peacefully each and every night. :)

After everything will be in place and after I'll solve the many things left undone that I'll have to do, I'll go for uk and afterwards I'll leave europe for good, hoping for asia(south korea, japan, singapore) or america(new york or dunno), well I'm a city girl, I'll always be a city girl, bigger, better. :)

I think for now that's all, if I have something else in mind I'll go back here and write in romanian-english ca sa ma descarc, ha!

Another thing I have to do is to exercise my english skills and knowledge, conversational skills as they're getting pretty bad, I'm reading books only in english now so I can enrich my vocabulary, I'm actually interested in the business ones. :D

joi, 17 august 2017


Starting December, I'll probably be in Uk, near London and in London and Scotland, Edinburgh, Aberdeen, doing some visiting there too. Long story, actually a short one but however, just wanted to keep things posted just because I'm quite excited about everything. :)

                Good luck to me! :)) what can I say. I hope to get to visit home too because I still don't have time to do this and it becomes harder and harder to get myself back home at least for a weekend when things are always happening, but I promise I will, at least for the bed I have there, my bed. :)
               Cheers! Still no router and internet but it's not that much of a problem anymore. Phones can do them all, afterall. ;)
     And my roomie is leaving me by myself this weekend, she's going to the seaside too just like everyone else or mountains however. No problem 'cause I still have some company here but I'll miss her like we're so used being together and living together that I feel like something is really missing if she leaves even for 3 days or less. :)))

PS: I changed a lot in a very short period of time and I am glad. I had to either way. Still so more changing to do until I'll be quite unrecognisable. :)

duminică, 6 august 2017


Because they're 40 degrees Celsius outside and I feel like the sun is frying my brain so I start listening to any random song that has a pool in the video. I'm bubblin' in this weather, help.

The country of extreme temperatures both in winter and summer.

duminică, 9 iulie 2017

Adventure Time (Edited)

From the first time I put foot in Bucharest a lot of things happened to me. Starting from the beginning I had a 20 kilo troller of clothes and stuff with me and trying to carry it made me lose my right shoe in the middle of the street. Jumping in one foot with the luggage and people laughing at me was quite a sight. Afterwards the first night at a private baptist students dormitory was quite funny me with a tattoo in a place with very religious people and bells ringing each saturday and sunday morning. However me and roomie are allowed to stay here only until the end of september because we're not students anymore, she's working too. Either way we'll want to rent an apartment closer to our work so I won't have to change two buses and twi subways to get there lol. One fridge that doesn't work and messy wc it's not really a pleasant stay too. However, I had interviews each day from wednesday to friday but two of them were at global city business centre in bucharest, there are two very big building there I had an interview on each one at different days of course which was kind of funny. However I met a recruitor on thursday from a different company somewhere in the centre of bucharest and I liked it. I was quite thrilled about it that I went to rent a bike in Herastrau park afterwarda. There I lost my phone and so the drama begins. We have no router and internet the only internet I have is the one from my phone, mobile data one which consumes my battery in like two hours. :)) however you understand my panick without a phone here you are lost and you can't to anything anymore. Even through jobs you are applying on your mobile and you expect calls and stuff so very important. I lost it on thrusday I had to get back on the other side of Bucharest where I'm living right now without google maps and trying not to get on the wrong subway and bus because it's quite a very big city. I went back to the dormitory somehow after an hour or so waiting for my colleague to finish work. My colleagues and parents tried to reach me, called me etc., of course I couldn't answer I had no phone. They found me very late after searching for me in the city, kind of alerted everyone on that day. I called Orange suspended my phone number as my parents told me to try on friday next day to buy another very cheap phone with the same number just so I could be called for interviews and stuff. That evening, very late checking my mails from my roomies phone I find an email from that recruitor telling me that a woman named Coca from Turda called her that day telling her that she found my phone in Herastrau park and gave me her number to get it back. She told me that I had there the business card from where I went to interview and that's how she could get to call the firm and get to me because the phone also had no battery left and was shut  because yes I needed internet and google maps. :)) I was shocked, couldn't believe it, my number was already suspended. So I asked my roomie to go meet the lady after work because I had an interview in the afternoon at global city again, another building and firm. Called my parents told them I'll get my phone back. I bought another sim card with the same number because I thought orange suspended it like I asked them to. I never liked those people from Orange, they're always trying to steal more money from you with their very expensive  mobile subscription services so as panickrd as I was now I have a   them for 6 months, great. Afterwards I'll switch with Vodafone. If I won't be broke by the time I get my  paycheck it'll be a miracle. However, I went to the interview that day with  no kind of watch or clock on , I asked in the shops nearby what time it is and I stayed 4 hours in the sun having no time or anything like that. They were late as they apologised later for the delay. :))) the interview was great, the girls from reception loved me always smiling, went straight back home found my phone my roomie brought it back to me, her birthday was that day too it also had the  buses and subways tickets because yes I lost that too, another money thrown on another tickets. That lady gave it back intact with all my stuff there. She didn't even accept a reward or something telling her she also has nephews. I couldn't believe it, I thought it was going to be sold or smth. My number was also intact, it wasn't suspendin, great but that sim card and subscription, I'm stuck with it.  I was called the next day like today to come again there to meet the ceo and talk about that job from friday, initially I thought they'll call me on monday but they changed their mind lol. Had to take the taxi to voluntari that's where it is GCBP because saturday and no buses . A woman tried to steal my taxi, I pushed her aside I was quite angry this is very important to me not your bar you want to go, take your own taxi, the taxi driver laughed and gave me the change saying that I'm quite determined and funny lol. I've met the ceo after he finished his meeting in a pair of sandals that were ripped apart like literally, very  cheap  and I was like trying to hide them behind the table so he won't see it. He was very chill and told me straight away  I can start anytime  he's looking for more people to start a very cool  project  and that after a year or so after he gets all the people if I like it there I can be the project manager only if I  want to, I thought he was joking as I went there to be a receptionist as  this is what I worked for 8 months like a slave for almost no money :)))) of course it will be very stressful we're talking about 400+ people I'll be working with and I was looking like you're really not joking like it's this a dream, somebody please pinch me. He also said something about being that person who helps people rent or buy luxurious apartments. However there are many departments like marketing, management or dunno, many options. It was a complete silence and a very formal shake of hand at the end and a ok now you can call your parents to tell them everything is fine you have a job. Welcome to the reality kid. The firm is altex so you know their products. I have a feeling that I'll like it either  no matter what I'll do, at least for some longer time. I went to  buy myself some shoes from deichman because I really have no shoes besides sandals and sportswear. I was the only one on that gcbp bus because I found out there actually were some buses that day but one every hour or so on saturday  the driver was starting to ask me stupid question like what I was doing there all alone in that building etc. Why can't people just mind their own business? I'll never understand this. I didn't accept his one week free and I wanted to start right away from monday because I really like those offices on the 10th floor. I'll be  working with some very cool people, many starting their own lives from zero just like me. It was quite an adventure and the really hard work only now begins. I know it sounds like a comedy movie with all these obstacles in  life  but this is exactly everything that happened.I'm writing  from my phone and auto correct pisses me off. My parents told me to be careful and watch my health as I am quite careless with it and to not push myself too much.
PS: My roomie is talking in her sleep, I think she's still stressed after our first failed attempt to rent something. :))))And I missed neversea and some days at the seaside, damn it.

duminică, 2 iulie 2017

America first, Romania second! #video

You're thinking that in America you have many big problems now with Trump? Well, come to Romania, I'm sure you'll find the same problems and even more, probably even bigger and all amplified by the fact that the poor ones become poorer and the rich ones become richer no matter what you'll do, kind of like a vicious circle you can't ever escape, except if you want to migrate of course.
Watch this video for more info about our beautiful country, maybe you'll want to visit it someday. :)



miercuri, 28 iunie 2017

Click for Rihanna :))

Super mega happy! Who has an interview tomorrrow? Meee! Who has another 3 interviews next week in Bucharest? Meeee! Who's going to move to Bucharest next week? Meee! Who might get a place in a very awesome big paid internship next week in Bucharest? Meee! I said just maybe about the last one so no jumping or anything, gotta take my best white shirt for that one, I really missed that shirt. However, I'll be very happy either way no matter the result just because. :)) After weeks when I couldn't even sleep because of the stress and everything and no, I couldn't go anywhere knowing the situation I was in, I stayed at home to watch everything on the internet, paying attention to everything, like a snake(couldn't find any comparison) so I can get my chance, so I can be the first to apply to almost everything. I just had to go through all the assessments and applying each and every day to almost everything and wait because that's what you do when you really want something. I really can't have fun if I don't get what I want and if I'm not rested with my mind and with something, anything, so I can feel better with myself so I can party like it's the end of the world afterwards. I am persistent and hard working, for me fun and breaks are only when I am satisfied with myself and with what I have then at that moment. Now I am happy that I can finally get some sleep because I'll finally have some interviews and I am satisfied with everything and with myself. I am proud. Like hell, I've survived 8 months with so little social life almost to zero so of course I'll survive this, not that I haven't tried or anything, I'm quite sociable to be honest, is just that this city is quite dead for me, has been for a long time, but I had a different escape before but now having no more school it was even more dead than ever before. And I also changed so much as a person over the years that certain things and people just won't work for me anymore, no offense to anyone really, there're many still here who are very cool but none of us has business with each other anymore, that's all, not saying about my god, the boredness, the boredness was too strong. But as I wanted that much to leave with my own money, I didn't care about anything, I did it. It doesn't matter anymore, it's done, it's finished, it's history as I like it to say. Now I'm finally more chill, I've seen things, I've learned my lessons, still many more to learn.

This month was probably the hardest I've experienced in a looong time, do that, finish that, all the papers in order, go there, do that, do this, remember that, conferences with the girls about the apartment, let's not fight again, let's not bring another person only one person knows about, like really, we're enough already, still I'm glad she didn't bring a boy or a child to live with us, it could have been worse :)) with an animal I agree, better bring an animal than a person, I know we're not allowed, just joking :))) that's way too expensive, that looks horrible, that is too far away, not enough space, not enough rooms, with shower or with bathtub, ugly furniture, who cares? :)) Just give me a bed to sleep, I have other things to worry about, agencies screwing with us when visiting and many more (To be honest I felt like I was in a comedy sitcom or something, I kind of expected it, but still) we will all suffer so much, I'm already imagining it but we'll be all so busy that we'll stay there just to sleep, only then we'll see each other, oh and in weekends but I'm sure we'll be also gone in weekends too, at least I know I will :))), everybody is rushing, everybody wants to move quickly next week so they don't waste money, everybody is nervous, everybody is under pressure, everybody hopes for the best because I'm not the only one now who's looking for a job again. At least a person is thinking straight and is not rushing, doing it properly and it isn't me. She knows herself. ;) Me, now I can't be, but I'll be, soon enough. This month was hell on earth and guess what it's only the beginning, yaay! Because of a certain someone I'm using this emoticon :)) more than I should when texting. I'm so dreaming of those weekends at Therme, after everything finally settles for me. What can possibly happen more this month that haven't already happened? An earthquake or something 'cause all the other things already happened.

Well, at least nothing can stop me now. Once I get my wings there's no turning back. I'll never ever put foot in this city again, only if there's an emergency or something but I don't think I'll do it even then, yeah, I'm like that, a horrible person, don't like to look back. Doesn't mean I won't remember how I started, who was there and who wasn't, neva'.
I'll just go on and on until I'll also never see this country ever again so I'll be happy, if I'll get angry enough, probably not even the continent but ook one step at a time, one step at a time, I have a lifetime for it anyway. :)

If you want to see Rihanna without a bra watch this, like it's not the first time either way :))
 I so need a good party to dance until I lose myself a bit, just a bit.

Santana, where are you? Sounds like your guitar but I can't see you because Rihanna covers the whole screen. It should be called Rihanna&The Others. Dj Khaled looks like that kid from school who's trying way too hard to be cool like the other kids. We know it, we've all been there. :)) Jokes aside, I'm addicted to it, just for the time being.
 I like this one too
 Cheers and may God/Jesus/Buddha/Allah/Jedi watch upon us this summer!

 I'm sure this will be my last blog post and I'm sad but happy at the same time because that means that I'll have better things to do in my life than writing in a blog all day, everyday. At least I'm honest about it.  Will come back to it from time to time, maybe I'll write something, maybe I won't, really don't know, can't predict the future. :)
And one more thing: I don't accept friend requests from strangers. If we never talked or see each other or if we don't have some mutual friends there's really no need to stalk my profile. I don't need to show a big number of friends on my facebook profile. Thank you!  :)
And God how much I love this woman, Mia she even directs her own music, that's how badass is she.